Whats change?
Change is knowing things are obviously not the same
Circumstances are different, plans... deferred.
dreams altered, accused, persecuted.
Change is realizing each day the sun will rise and in that rising
there is new hope..that whatever happened, or didn't happen, the day before...
well can happen today...change
SOOOOOOOOOO...... lately I've been thinking excessively about the future-plans, goals, visions etc. There is this constant fear of being inconsistent and failing. "You must succeed, you have to be extraordinary" Is what I constantly tell myself.. As a result I freak out you know? My visions, dreams, goals are so HUGE they almost seem unrealistic. I constantly remind myself that with God nothing is impossible. Then of course you have to shut out the negative energy of this world. I like to create my own world at times. A world where only me and God exist, and purpose... I'm walking down this empty road (one day a road, another day a river, the next a jungle, some instances mountains and valley's, waterfalls-it changes with the mood) So I'm walking down this road....clear conscience. Not hindered. Just ME and God...On the road ahead I follow this radiance that hovers in the distance ahead.... Completely taken and drawn to this radiance I follow it...but it keeps moving..wherever it goes I follow...Sometimes it goes in dark jungles..however, I'm so taken by its beauty, I don't notice the snakes that slither by. I have no reaction to the beasts that gnarl its teeth at me. I pay no attention to the loose traps and unconsciously walk around them. This radiance leads me to mountains high from there it challenges me to fly. It takes me to oceans deep...and encourages me to dive in. Sometimes shadows try to cover its radiance. I press forward however, because I know He is still there...When I think about it now..its best that I live in this world...hmmm
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