So today was heavenly. First I had an interview with Anne Taylor. Let me just note, it was THE MOST FUN I HAVE EVER HAD ON AN INTERVIEW. It was a group interview of like eleven. So we had to split up into groups of two but since it was odd I was in a group of three. So any ways. We had to ask and answer verbally to each other the questions that were on the paper we were given while the managers walked around and listened. Then we had to use our group members like they were customers that needed to go somewhere. I had 2. One was going to a Wedding and the other was going to a job interview. I had ten minutes to go on the floor and grab a complete outfit for my customers. Both LOVEDD their outfits and said that it was something they would buy. (considering the total outfit wasn't right at 400 dollars lol). After that I chilled at Borders and bought the book Jubilee by Margaret Walker. I heard it was supposed to be a great book. Then I met up with a special friend ;) and we ate lunch at the grand luxe cafe on Michigan Ave. We had a ball. For some reason, and I don't know if its because of the sun or what, but I just could not stop smiling around him today blaaaahhh. I know lame cliche right!! well whatever the case may be I had a blast being in his company. I should never be the one in charge of pics because I always forget to take them. I snuck in a video back accidently deleted it when I got home. We also stopped by to visit his mom on the way to drop me off at home. His mom is a lovely lady. She is a genuine woman. That visit was fun. THEN he dropped me off at home. And that was my LOVELY DAY!!!!!! Until next time SUNFLOWERS SMOOCHES!!.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
LOL So DIVAS lets talk relationships. One thing is for sure my horizon has definitely been expanded in that area as I have come in contact with an AMAZING person. Not what I expected or necessarily asked for but actually the complete opposite. I've realized in getting closer to this individual, that there were a few things I needed to let go. First thing first I had to uncover my ears(yeah the first night we meet my ears were shut). The way we met was crazy. We both agree to this day that it was divine intervention because neither one of us were going to go to the place we met at that night. secondly I had to realize he was human and not a "dog" per se. I actually was still holding grudges against a past guy..we weren't in a relationship however, we got pretty close and he hurt me..i'll admit it (I've grown in that area too at first I couldn't admit that I'd been hurt) But one thing about this person is that he was persistent. He loves Jesus and devotes his life living a Godly life and one that is pleasing to the Lord.(LITERALLY) His approach was genuine. At first it caught me off guard you know? I'm not gonna lie I was frightened at first. Waiting, begging, praying for something to go wrong. Here it is going on 8 months of us knowing each other and things are still just as consistent as it was the first day we met. When I finally realized I could trust him which was VERYYYYY difficult for me to do because I expected his interest to fade..You know how guys get, they may be consistent one day then see someone else the next. So I was anticipating on that to happen and thats when he said to me "I'm not going any where" As cute as that was lol I was thinking like wow God how did he know to say that." Well then again, there is one pending factor that would cause him to know that ;) But when I realized I could trust him, I was able to slowly uncover my heart. I'm still in that process. But honestly he has been an extremely positive addition to my life and I cannot imagine him out of my life at this point. Part of me laughs at myself and how anti-EVERYTHING i was. There was actually a point where I was like "I can't do this, its too perfect and something is going to go wrong" I had these thoughts and told him I wanted to kind of give our friendship a break. THOSE WERE THE HARDEST THREE DAYS OF MY LIFE lol..thats right it only lasted three days. Those three days as I spent much needed time in prayer. I realized that NOTHING WAS WRONG. I panicked. I realized how much I cared for him. How much I just wanted him in my life. I bet God was looking like this poor child lol. I found myself having to reach out to him, which was hard because I never had to take the initiative on anything concerning guys.Right now things are pretty much at a steady paste. We are both busy people so things are steady. However things are still fabulous. My thing about relationships is that you don't have to compromise certain qualities. Even though he isn't exactly what I asked God for(insider lol we laugh at this too) in a sense he is. Its always best to pray, be patient, and wait on God. And there is no rush. So thats where I'm at. God hasn't spoken to me against him but actually said in due time and to be patient. Which is the beautiful thing about keeping God at the center of everything and second to absolutely NOTHING!!!!. That way you avoid a lot of mistakes. If you are unsure about an individual PRAY. shoot if YOU ARE SURE PRAY! and if you are compromising major things, thats a NO already. Now somethings of course will be compromised. For example: I needed to learn how to communicate and express myself verbally. Overall I have really matured as a person in this, allowed myself to move from the past let go and be free...it really is a beautiful thing
YEPPP ITs ALmost SUmmer and AVA is Ecstatic...I've already had a few inspirations. One major inspiration for me is white AND NOT BECAUSE ITS MY FAVORITe COLOR haahaa. I mean come on the sun is shinning. THIS SUMMER I'M INTERESTED IN REFRESHING NOVELS, INNOVATING POETRY, LASTING RELATIONSHIPS, LOVE LOVE LOVE, GLITZ AND GLAM, BOLD EARRINGS, FRESH COLORS, BARE FEET, HONEY BLONDE HAIR, THE BEACH, NIGHT OUT ON THE TOWN, NEW EPIPHANY'S, EXAGGERATED GLAMOR. MORE OF JESUS, EXTREME FAITH, THE SKY IS NO LONGER THE LIMIT LETS TAKE MOTIVATION AND INSPIRATION TO THE NEXT LEVEL!!!! <3
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HEEEEEEE HEEEEEE :)
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